I find myself wanting to force feed her.Ya, I watch a lot of her these days…
I’m just going to ignore the fact that I haven’t posted for 6 months. I was depressed. I am not depressed anymore. I was pregnant.
And then I wasn’t pregnant anymore! I had polyhydramnios and pre-eclampsia, so I was very glad to no longer be pregnant, and to have a healthy baby. Who is scrumptious!
Alice is the sweetest baby ever, I promise! I get to enjoy almost every minute of her, since I’m now at home full time with her. I am still in school, so when Brian has her in the mornings, when I hit my classes. He is, predictably, a great daddy. Emma, as you might guess, LOVES her baby sister!

She calls her "my baby". She carries her everywhere. I did try and stop her...But now I am glad of the help. She even changes poopy diapers!
I am finally feeling better. I had to have a minor surgery to fix something awry, but more on that some other time. I know you want another Alice picture!
Depression sucks, even when it’s just situational. We are done with it. Things are looking up. No worries, it wasn’t anything to do with the baby, or marriage or anything.
I look like hell, but I was sick, and then the surgery wasn’t a ton of fun. I was puking. Happy, but puking.
Anyway, here I sit, 14 weeks later, finally feeling like myself. A little, anyway. My hair is falling out (post baby, normal), and I can’t exercise yet, although I expect to get the green light on Friday. Alice is precious and snuggly, very smart and trying to talk already. She loves to be held, loves her toys, loves her sister… She is a great baby.
I like butterflies!
Brian always manages to take photos when I’m eating!
So this is what I’ve been up to, how about you?











#1 by A Mother's Thoughts on October 18, 2011 - 5:07 pm
That is wonderful, congratulations, she is beautiful! Both of your daughterst are beautiful!! What an exciting time. I too stopped blogging when I was pregnant (last year) and my hubby and I had a phenominal baby boy as well. Our daughter was in her glory, there is a six year difference and she is the biggest help EVER! He just started talking his first steps (as he is 11 months now). Miracles! it’s great to hear that you are doing and feeling better. It sucks to be depressed. It’s like a prisoner in your own body that nobody gets. Glad you are writing again!
Lynn